hmmm

hmm
not sure what to do atm. i talked about that boy last time. i still really like him but i dont think it's going to happen. we're like best friends and i think we'd find it wierd.=/. it looks like him and his girlfriend aint working out tho. me and her dont get along. not because i'm jelous or anything but because she is one of those people that are so shallow they cant be real. and yet she is. well she started having a go at me ( i may have said a few things before) and she was getting really personal. and then he stood up and told her to back off and leave me alone. so she storms off expecting him to follow her and he doesnt. he stays with me and my mate :D. but again i dont think its happening.
another thing is that i was walking through town with my sister (who i have been staying with for a few days) and i saw a sertain ex that i thought i had got over. turns out not so much.
i didnt even speak to him, i just saw him. we havent spoken for months since we split up and i thinks he wants to speak to me because he put this post up on another website saying he saw 'an ex in town' which i guess is me cos he was talking about the same place. but we dont work as a couple. he wants to know every part of my life and i know that is a good thing but that aint me. i dont tell people everything, thats why i'm talking about this on the pc. i keep secrets from everyone its just who i am. i wouldnt mind being friends with him again but can we just stay friends.
and on top of all of this all i can think of is that i need damien back. i always knew we could be strong together. that we were the same and we understood each other. i just need him back.