remember a time when you could do stuff with out people looking for a reason behind it. like sometimes your feel like getting completly rat arsed, but no, there has to be something your trying to block out of your mind
tis a load of bullshit tbh and why is it when someone dies, people expect you to be this wreck. then when your not, instead of being happy for you, they act as tho your a mental patient.
i mean come on people, do you honestly think that he would have wanted me to break down cos i dont.
so no people i'm not in denile
no i'm not blocking stuff out
and yes i did love him so stop worrying about me because nothing is wrong.